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She likes a lot of people, despite her claims, but can't show it to the world around her. She lives in a near constant state of fear and does her best not to poke the hornet's nest. She often gets the notion she'd love to have friends but knows that the people she'd personally pick wouldn't garner approval from the people she's been forced to associate herself with. It's bad enough she already disappointed them in one aspect. She doesn't need to add to the slow but steadily growing list. All of her so called friends benefit her in some way and she'd be nothing without her connections. If you can't provide her with a benefit, then you might as well not even exist as far as she's outwardly concerned. She doesn't hate easily, if at all, although she'd like the world around her to believe she's as prejudiced as the rest of the hunters she surrounds herself with. She's found out one thing to be particularly true. It's easier to fill the mold than it is to go against the grain. There's a part of her that hates her parents but the majority of her wants nothing more than to please them and get their idea of continued love and affection. She tends to think a bit too hard before she speaks, and that gets her in as much trouble as not thinking at all before she speaks. She's protective of a select few people and would go to the ends of the earth for them. If you mess with them, regardless of the consequences, she'll find it in herself to go against the grain.
She was raised a hunter. Her parents wanted a boy and got her, instead. She had to run where others could walk and part of her always sympathized with the very creatures she was supposed to hunt. Her parents were hauled to death when she was around the age of twenty-one, and she's been on her own, not counting the select few she associates herself with and looks up to, ever since. She would rather be aiding the creatures she hunts but knows that, for now, that's not possible.